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DEAD SEXY ENOUGH TO MAKE NATIONAL NEWS? Posted by Tillman

Have you ever thought about what makes a simple murder case national news? Sure shit like OJ will be big, but I'm talking about unknown people. One average Joe kills his spouse and the media just can't seem to let it go. Daily news from some field reporter camped out outside the court room living with a news crew in the local Hoilday Inn for months (maybe years) just to give us day to day information on what went down that day in court about an outcome that won't affect our life one way or the other. Do you know what I'm talking about? The last 6 months it was the Laci Peterson case, but the last few weeks a murder in Salt Lake has had major coverage. Why? If you were from deep space and just got to earth it would seem that these are the only murder cases on the planet (besides the war bullshit) if you only watched Fox or CNN news channels.
Why is that? Being a guy, when I first seen pics of Lacy Peterson I thought to myself, "Wow, she's kinda hot!". Not that I'd go out of my way to hook up with her, but if she was sitting in a bar, yeah, I'd try to get in her panties. And I'll be damned, when I seen the Lori Hacking pics I thought the same thing. Super models these girls aren't..... Do-able? Fuck yes. To me there's the answer. The only reason these stories make major news is because on a basic level they are somewhat attractive. And as mush as I don't want to say this, but the same goes for Amber Alerts on the major news stations. (I'm not saying that the Amber Alert system only notifies when the cute kids are missing, go to their site you'll see that they value all kids the same) What I'm saying is the major news stations will not deem it news worthy if they're not "cute".
Think I'm just talking shit? Go to Google News and type in the words "murder", or "missing child"...... There's thousands of stories that will appear, most of them will be new news posted within the last 2 days or so that you would never hear anything about unless you lived in the town the shit went down. The sad truth is, the reason some of these stories make it to FOX/CNN while most don't, is if some producer would "do" the missing/murdered person or not. If you feel that I am wrong about all this then please by all means email me and explain to me what the difference in one murdered person out of the hundreds murdered daily could be.
This isn't some campaign I want to head up, seriously, I'm just saying something that I think most people see and understand without saying it outloud. Yes, us ugly fuckers need a voice in this world, but is that my true calling? I don't want to be the ugly spokesman unless I absolutely have to step up. Truth is, shit like this makes me laugh at how society in general really is.... I mean come on, we've got to the point that you have to be fuckable to talk about your murder on the daily news. Horny for Evil anyone? Pretty much sums it up for those who never really understood what those three little words tattooed on me really mean. And the greatest part of all this is....
You ain't seen nothing yet!

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FX INFO AND UPDATES Posted by Tillman

Just wanted to post a heads up that yes, after a few weeks of searching for a decent chat script to run here at FX I gave up and am currently offering one of the very few free chat rooms that let you decide what colors (for the most part) will be used. I really didn't want to go this route, but after spending many hours searching for and installing scripts, this seems like the best bet for now. One of the best parts of this script is that it's not on my server. So pretty much whatever happens in this chat room I'm not responsible for..... Now I'm not telling you to do/discuss anything illegal, but if you do it's not my problem.
I'll also be hanging around the chat room (AKA FX Chat Hell) tonight to welcome people.... It's around 9:30/10PM CST August 2nd....... While I'm typing this, and I just missed the first chatter, "zombie_slut". Err... that sounds like it could have been fun. Anyways, stop by, say hello, fuck you Tillman, or whatever, just give me a few mins to respond as I'm doing many things at the moment.
I also wanted to point out that I added 80 gore pictures over the last few days. Many were sent in by people, some were lifted, and others have been around forever..... Pretty much the same could be said for all the gore pics here at FX. It's not like I'm cutting these people up, taking pictures and posting them here. With that said, feel free to save as many as you like, to do with what you wish. The newest pictures that were added are #421 thru #500.
The FX Twisted Pic section is also up and running now. A lot of the pics listed there (now or in the future) may be funny to anyone else but me, it's not a list of funny pics as you might find at a say "price-less" picture site. Although, yes some are just damn funny..... Instead it's pics I've posted with updates, and a few that I may have found while searching for the perfect imagine that just didn't quite fit with what I wanted to project but was too cool to just forget.
To me, the pics that go with my updates are almost just as important as what I'm trying to say. With that being said, I sometimes spend hours looking for the perfect picture to go with an update..... You get the idea. Anyways, enjoy!

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WORST DISASTOR IN DECADES Posted by Tillman

Victor Daniel Paiva, center, co-owner with his father of the Ycua Bolanos supermarket, leaves the supermarket during the fire in Asuncion, Paraguay, in this Sunday August 1, 2004 photo. The Paivas are being investigated after survivors said locked doors impeded the escape of shoppers from the fire that killed at least 318 people in Paraguay's worst disaster in decades. Although not confirmed, witnesses also reported that Victor ate at least two charred corpses before being escorted from the blaze. (AP Photo/ Jorge Saen)
[Click Here] to read more about this incredible story.

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NUDE PRESIDENTAL DAUGHTERS ROCK Posted by Tillman

While watching the news this morning I learned that one of John Kerry's daughters was "more or less" nude at some red carpet event she attended. Oh yeah, hell yeah I had to go find the pics of course. Sure the story is a few days old, but fuck, this is FX! I didn't even know there was a story until today. (Thank you who ever the fuck invented vodka!) Confused? Nice! Anyways, here's the picks of the would be daughter (Alexandra Kerry) of the President of the US in some shots she said (and I quote) "The camera flash wasn't nice". I'd have to disagree. Flash on mother fucker. Flash!
Alexandra Kerry Nude (almost) 01        Alexandra Kerry Nude (almost) 02
Alexandra Kerry Nude (almost) 03        Alexandra Kerry Nude (almost) 04
I almost always have some weird pictures with the FX updates, I don't know, I love posting a pic that explains sorta what I thinking, or even better a pic that has shit nothing to do with my posts. So I'm going to open a pic area here at FX of pics there was posted here on the main page. All the old updates, almost every pic is gone now, but maybe if I make one directory now they'll be safe. Anyways, thank Alexandra Kerry for making this much needed FX feature to come true.

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FUCK THE POLICE (part 2) Posted by Tillman

After calming down a bit from my last rant, I started thinking back at all the times I was involved with the police were I was guilty as fuck and nothing happened. Either due to their lack of competence with the police officers involved or my dumb luck, either way I walked! I know some of these stories are going to sound like bullshit, but for those that have been around FX from the get go know I don't make shit up for the front page. If I am making it up I'll tell ya it's bullshit. These police incounters are 100% real. (Some names changed to protect the guilty) [Read More]
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FUCK THE POLICE Posted by Tillman

I've had it! Cops, and the government in general is out of control. I was out "crusing around" the other night/morning, around 1AM I happened to come across an extremely weird scene. There was a car more or less up on somone's porch. There were cops everywhere, people standing on the side walks trying to figure out what was going on. I swing back around and slowly drive by the scene to take a couple of pictures of the car that was wrecked on the porch. No big deal right? Well, I got about a half mile down the road when I seen a cop car tear from the accident and come speeding down the hill in my direction. I knew they was coming for me, and I told my buddy, "Here they come." His response, "What? Why, we didn't do anything?!" I kept driving, watching the cop drive about 50MPH over the speed limit, weaving through traffic to catch up to where I was and sure enough he got right on my bumper and started blasting his siren. I told my friend to just be cool and pulled my car over to the side of the road.
The cop then proceeded to get on his intercom system and announce for us to out our hands on the dash. I looked over at my buddy and couldn't help but laugh. Looking back at me, he started laughing to because this was complete bullshit. The cop walks up to the car with his hand on his gun. Still laughing, I turn to the window and hit the power window button. "What seems to be the problem officer?" Playing stupid, right? The cop tells me I was going a little over the speed limit and asked for my license and proof of insurance. Speeding? Please! I was not 1 MPH over the speed limit at any time. I didn't say anything, handed him the documents he requested and kept my mouth shut. He also requested to see my friends ID, which he produced. The cop took our shit back to his car to do a check or whatever. I told my buddy that my shit was clean, and asked him if he had any warrants etc. He asured me that he was caught up on all his legal bullshit. We sat there, still a little amused that we had more or less been pulled over for just taking a picture, but as time went by we were both getting pissed because it was complete bullshit.
After about 5 mintues the cop came back to my car and handed me our ID's and a ticket! He said even though you were speeding I'm just going to give you a warning this time. I took the things out of his hand and said, "You know the only reason you pulled me over was because I took a picture back there ." His response was shaking his head as if he had no idea what I was talking about. "I know you was parked back there at that accident, I wasn't speeding, you pulled me over because I took a picture." Again no response. I looked over at my buddy and said, "Well, when I get these pictures back and his cop car is parked at the scene we'll know why the fuck he really pulled us over, huh?". The cop grunted and then walked back to his car.
The pics didn't turn out, they're all to dark to make out anything. At the time I thought it was almost funny, but as the days go by I get a little more pissed. Un-fucking-real that not only would someone get pulled over for taking a picture, but the cop would lie as to why he pulled you over. I know I shouldn't be shocked, and I'm not shocked, just pissed. I know the police have way too much power. I also understand they're out there putting their lives on the line for $9 an hour. But it all comes back to this: I don't know how many of you reading this has ever had a sales/telemarketing job, for those that haven't morning meetings are like boot camp. People screaming to sell, break the company record, to be the best..... etc. I can only imagine the police roll call is just a telemarketing meeting with guns. Fuck the police!

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WRECKAGE OF MY PAST HAUNTING ME Posted by Tillman

Sometimes, for no apparent reason something someone said to me years ago pops into my head. Sometimes I laugh outloud, other times I ask myself, "What the fuck were they thinking?" Same for me, out of nowhere I'll remember something I said either really funny or extremely stupid/embarrassing. When the stupid comments that I made myself pop up I cringe like I'm re-living the moment, and of course ask myself, "What the fuck was I thinking?". I know I can't be the only person this shit happens to..... Surely others out there experience the same random statement recall from time to time. I would love to post a huge ass list here, but at the moment I can only recall a few now. That's what sets them aside from just regular memory, these are the weird little statements that pop up out of no where. I'll be adding more to this list on the forums as they "pop up" in my day to day life.

I once said after spending 2 weeks on the road, "Cows are taking over the world!". Every now and then this shit pops up and I ask myself why in the fuck did I say that.
When I was in middle school, the last year I rode the school bus, my best friend on the bus was a black dude. Every day we'd sit in tha same seat. Well one day I blurted out something one of my mother's friends said while I was watching MTV. I won't get into the whole thing, but it was after the song "Burning Down the House by the Talking Heads..... I was trying to simply tell my black buddy what was said, and blurted out, "She said at least those niggers weren't talking about burning down the fucking house!".
When I served jury duty I was elected the jury foreman. I was to stand up and say, "We the people find *insert name* guilty". I stood up and said, "We the jury find *insert name* guilty as charged. Not a biggy, but still, to this day I can't believe I said guilty as charged. Whenever (for what ever reason) when this moment pop's up inside my head my skin crawls I said it that way.
Like I said, I'll be adding more as they pop up in my mind on the forums. I'd love to hear you guys shit too, so please stop by and let's keep this shit going.

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THREE RING RADIO AND FX SAY FUCK ASHCROFT Posted by Tillman

My buddy Shane from Three Ring Radio sent me a email a couple of weeks ago telling me that he was willing to help FX out with hosting costs by allowing me to help him sell some shit. I told him I'd just give him a huge ass link here on the front page of FX and let him worry about making the money. If you do want to order from him, and you love FX, maybe in the mail or money order you send him tell him you seen it here at FX. If not, that's cool too. Most regs around here will remember Shane from EvilNow.com, the site that sold some of the most exclusive serial killer memorabilia ever offered on the net. Yeah, "that Shane"...... He may still have some serial killer stuff, you just got to ask him.
Shane has had several "brushs with fame" and it's only a matter of time before he'll be on my list of famous people that I knew "when they was no one". He's also been asking me to do an interview with him the last few months, but due to my (~~move and other things~~) drinking, it's been hard for us to get together to make it happen. Now that I've settled down again, I'm pretty much ready to do it, so keep your eyes (and ears) open for a interview with yours truley some time soon at Three Ring Radio! What the hell we're going to talk about, I have no clue. But I can promise you this, I'll be drunk as fuck. Regardless, help us out, buy a Tee-Shirt that will make you the coolest fucker on your street.... and tell'em Tillman sent you.

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FINGER PAINTINGS OF THE INSANE Posted by Tillman

Some of FX's long time readers requested the poop to squirt it's way back into FX. Holy shit man, I lost all the poop pics with the death of my laptop. However, with the magic of the way back machine, plenty of luck, I was able to harvest many thumb-nail size pics that used to grace FX (thanks to shteatrfrk, whom I haven't heard from for at least 3 years). I'm sick about the whole thing. (?) However, the thumbs are enough to make you puke. I'm not going to shit you, I took all these thumbs without permission. There's a good chance I'll catch some shit for posting them here at FX, but hey, what the fuck right? Sometimes you either have to shit or get off the pot.
Click here to see endless amounts of the most nasty poop thumbs you'll ever regret seeing. (Poop puns are fun!) As of now there's only about 130 poop thumbs posted out of the 700 plus I have saved. If you'd like to see this collection of pics expanded please stop by the forums and let me hear your thoughts. As stated on the poop page it's self, FX claims no rights to these pics, they were posted on FX with permission over 3 years ago. The original site these were posted is no longer online, so I'm not sure how copy right issues come into play, but I'm sure I'll find out soon enough.

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THE VERY LAST FX FACE LiFT Posted by Tillman

The title says it all. Next time (if ever) I update FX it will be with one of those plug-in programs like phpNuke. I like every single layout I've posted for about 5 minutes, then I hate it. Well, I'm over it. I'm going to try and keep this front page dedicated to weirdness from now on, perhaps only offering the first bit of my bullshit then a link to the forum where the rest is posted. It's past time for a change. After running off all the "who is Tillman" people, it's time to get back down to the shit.
I guess that's it for now.... I'm working on a "update/rant", but I just wanted to get this new layout out there to you sick fuckers. By the way, yes the FX forum is back, I deleted all the old posts, and users, so as of right now there isn't shit there. I'm heading that way next to tweak some shit and start allowing people to register and post. We'll see how it goes before I start talking rules.
Also, you really should download this font so you can view FX in all it's sick glory!

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