MORE MONEY PUSSY AND POWER iN 2005
      Posted by Tillman     12-31-04 - 6:11 PM PST

What a year, huh? If you're reading this, it means you're still alive. You made it through another year on this wacky hunk of spinning shit. Congrats! All there is left to do this year is get drunk as hell, get into a fight or two, and puke on your date. I was going to count down the top ten news stories, or whatever, but what's the point? This past year has been a motherfucker. And you know what the forecast is for 2005? It's going to be a bigger, sicker, more pissed off motherfucker.

I know I can't be the only person that looks around (and not at the huge things that's going on) but the little things that everyday people do and see that there's something majorly wrong with a huge section of society. For those of us left that work, take a look at those you work with. There's so many people now, that I can't be the only one. The people that are oblivious to the world around them. People that would own a poodle, drive wreckless and aggressive when they do not have the means to protect themseleves physically. People that think that the government is going to do the right thing, and those that get so pissed because they don't. (They never will)

I'm not a 'real' monster, but I have to say I love a good school shooting. I love it when someone finally flips the fuck out and goes postal on their job. To me, and maybe I'm not the most stable person in the world, but to me, I know what they're thinking. I see and feel what they see and feel. It's not always the big issues, it's the little things over and over added with what's going on in the world. The more people that flip out and leave their mark, the more out of control society feels, add that with the small shit that's always going on and it's a recipie for complete chaos.

What a time to be alive!

The information age is responsible for saving millions of lives each year, but with all these leaps forward no one ever asks if it's the right thing to do. Saving people that were meant to die? Jesus crispies say that if god didn't want humans to have cures for diseases he wouldn't let man find the cures. I ask, if god gives someone a disease doesn't that mean it's their time to go? If someone that gets a tetnis shot when they're a kid, cuts their self as a child but grows up to hate, burns a church down full of people. Who won? I mean, really, who was right?

I know, I'm just some drunk ramblin' fucker at some hunk-o-shit website that no gives a shit about.... Why I even try, I mean fuck, I can't explain what I'm trying to say most times, and even when I spew it all out in what to me seems to be plain english, no one ever understands. So I guess what I'm trying to say is be you, fuck the world, and have whatever kind of new year you want!

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    NOTHiNG WAS STiRRiNG BUT MY DRiNK
      Posted by Tillman     12-24-04 - 7:21 PM PST

I'm going to be honest with you right now, the last month at FX I've been even more drunk than usual. I swear to fuck, I don't remember posting anything here on the main page, the forums, and most of my email has all been done while I'm extremely fucking wasted. I re-read a few posts here today when I first started drinking and holy fuck I can't believe there's still any traffic coming to this site. The only thing I can figure is shit is getting back the way it used to be here, just wanting to come by and watch someone drink themselves to death. So be it I suppose.... At least I found my nitch? It sounds interesting to me too a little bit. Just curious what you guys will say when I finally over-do-it and "wake up dead". Will you party for me, or laugh about it?

It makes no diffirence to me really, as long as it moves you, makes you think. If that happens in my death, as in my spew, it means I accompolished what I set out to do, make you think. Everything these days is set up to not make you think. From going to the bank, shopping for groceries, most everything you do is programmed. Or some shit. If you're reading this you're not like everyone else, break free from what they want you to do, take control of your life. Do what you want to do!

The month or two after Xmas the last 6 or 7 years FX always seems to have a lot of traffic from people that's never been here before. I always guessed it was from people that got a PC that has never been on the internet before. Most times that's the case, the other factor is people are inside for the winter months. Regardless of the reasons, the 2 or 3 months after Xmas seems to always bring out the freaks here at FX. I fucking love it too.

Last year, I think FX was just coming back from being off line for a few months, so I hope that this year we can get some classic mail from folks out there. I love hate mail as much. maybe more than fan mail. Both seems to come less and less every month, maybe 2005 is the answer? I guess I should just ask now that I'm ranting about it, let's here from you, the person reading/seeing/surfing through FX. Thoughts? Suggestions? Complaints? Don't just sit there, speak your mind. Thousands of people come here everyday, and I'm willing to let you say what's on your mind for free. Email me, let's talk about shit, ok?

The last few Fx emails have been, umm, hardcore. Check it out.....

Subject: Attn Tillman @ ForcedeXistence.com
To: Tillman@ForcdeXistence.com
From: XXDARKNESSXx17@aol.com

UR A FUCKING GENOUS I WILL GLADLY GIVE MONEY TO YOUR SITE,WHEN I GET SOME.CUZ SHIT MAN JUST FOR THE FACT THAT U'VE GIVEN ME AWAY TO GET IN CONTACT WITH OTHER SICK PEOPLE LIKE ME.HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE ACTUALLY SINGED UPAND ARE PART OF FX.PEOPLE LOOK UP TO U MAN.U SHOULD USE IT TO ITS FULL EXTENT.U SHOULD CAUSE CHAOS.BUT BASE IT ON GETTING MONEY.I WOULD STEAL AND KILL FOR MONEY TO SEND TO U.IF U USED IT TO GET AN ARMY ORGANIZED AND USED IT TO MAKE MORE MONEY.I THINK OTHERS WOULD ARGEE.

Subject: ACiD MEMORiES - HOW WiLL WE FiLL THESE EMPTY SPACES
To: Tillman@ForcdeXistence.com
From: Greg5881@aol.com

Lets just say I was the can in your story wanting the same dumb fuck log cabin what would you do my friend what would you do. The "Pepsi can" you speak of could very well be a scape goat, fall guy, or wing man. Spun just for the right wing to gain a partial birth ban because it sickens me. There is a God so what he is only used to torture people "they" don't like. Yes, Jesus loves me and I am an asshole. The Can man is in a can because of some of the same things you said were stupid. Some people thought lets put him in a can people will feel bad for him. Yea fucking right. Nothing is what it seams. But what else do you do when your father is the anti Christ with a bow? just another Bullock crazy diamond roster waiting to crow. Fun when you join the reform party an d are a Satanist. well non joiner since I am a house Masochist. Fuck being tortured. Ohh well the Fags got a ring for Alittle while. Just remember NA is just one step down from Satanism. they Like the machine. One of the ways DR La Vey sold it to steal your soul. Don't believe me take a look at the Triangle of NA or AA than Look at Satanic News on the March divide the you have 2 triangles put them together you have a star of David. we should talk more. You say you have a girl If white weeding pisses you off how does genesis 6 : 13 sound to you? Destroy the planet if the devil card tries to split you up. I am assuming you have seen the devil card with Adam and eve. Genesis 6 13 also sounds like a great reverse key for John 3 :16

forty six and two

It's awesome to me to let you guys rant here. I fucking love it, please send more mail. Hate me? Hate the site? Hate the layout? Love FX? Love me? Want to just rant? Email me.... Like I said, this is your chance to have 1,000's of people to hear what you got to say. Don't just sit there!

I check the FX stats about once a week, and seen a link I never seen before, clicked it, and there's a whole discussion about FX there I found very entertaining. Check out these people's reactions to FX. Not that there's anything important there, I just dig seeing what other people have to say about my little nitch, and the folks that hang out here.

One last thing, on the way back from the liquor store today I seen an old white man walking this massive huge ass poodle..... I hit the breaks, started honking the horn, and was screaming as loud as I could "poodle fucker" over and over. People behind me had to hit the breaks too, and they wasn't happy. I'd just like to say I'm not sorry for causing all the havoc, and I plan on taking my hatred to the next level in 2005. Poodle people beware, I'm gonna tax you when I see you.

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    SEASON MY REASON
      Posted by Tillman     12-23-04 - 8:48 PM PST

What do you know, another Christmas is apon us.... Which means more merry happy sillyass drooling dipshits out and about than usual. Granny rolling out of her garage in her dusty 1977 Duster heading to the mall to buy some shit from some ungreatful little cumstains. The Joe Blow's spending $1000.00 a year on front yard decorations for the last 8 years have turned their entire property into a winter mother fucking wonderland, and not to be out done the neighbors are only 7 years behind. Their block looks like a super nova Santa workshop nuclear melt down including the tiny little glowing Elfs. People from all over the state drive there to see view this vulgar display of power, clogging up the streets with mindless idiots riding around in unfamiliar territory running stop signs, going 40 mph under the speedlimit. All to see the pretty lights.

I could go on and on, but what's the point? I mean, fuck. This is a rant that almost everyone in the US of Fucking 'A' understands, so I'm just going to shut the fuck up and say, yes, I'm with you.

This year I wanted to do something for all the FX readers, but of course it would have to be up to, or maybe I guess you'd call it down to our weird, sick, fucked up standards. Does that make any sense? Well, if not, it means I wanted to offer you guys something for X-Mas, a gift FX style. Since I can't come by and poop down everyone's chimney this year, I had to think of some sort of cyber gift. There's enough gore, and no one gives a fuck about the weird pics for the most part, so I sad fuck it, and will be re-opening the FX Midget Section soon. Here's what I've got so far...

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Also, I wanted to let you guys know that Thought Crime has a brand spanking new look/layout, and I highly suggest you guys drop by there and sign up. Check it out, it looks really awesome.

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