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    BTK SADNESS AND SHiTTER STD's - PLUS FX 1 MiLLiON ViCTiMS = FX FUN
      Posted by Tillman     02-28-05 - 10:01 PM PST

God damn guys... Get ready to cuss me out. This morning before I headed out I was able to get into the church web site where he was a memeber even though they took the site down on the 26th. I had to go, and tonight when I got home it was all comepletely blocked. Fuck! You guys rememind me that when shit like this goes down, most time within the fisrt 48 hours I can collect and reproduce an entire site even if it's been taken offline and blocked from viewing.

How fucking cool would it be to have pics of BTK in church with his cub scouts? I'm sure someone swipied them, cause they sure as hell were there. Fuck, I'm getting too slow. I was able to save a few thumbs tonight, but they're so fucking small I'm not going to waste anyones time showing them. For real though, next time something like this goes down, and 'they' are part of something they could possibly have a website, remind my drunk ass to work my little magic trick.

MEET GAYLA - QUEEN OF HERPES... AND I'M WILLING TO BET MASTER OF CRABS TOO On a happy (or at least a funny) note, I'd like to point out a thread that The Shitter started in the FX forums. Check this out! Holy fuck, I swear, I haven't laughed so much for months. All you regs pop in there and check out the weirdness. I asked Shitter to write a rant here to maybe get Gayla to come by and defend herself on the FX forums....

But I don't know if that'll happen. Please, if you're reading this, and you're part of the non-lurking people on the FX forums, see if you can't get this chick to stop by and say something. Thanks! For some reason people stopped fucking with me/FX long ago so now all I get is what little those close to me share from time to time.

I'm sure Gayla has plenty to share. And she's more than welcome to come here and defend herself, and her "cause". I promise to give her main page time if she wants to reply.

On a even happier note, FX crossed the one million mark (again) last night. This morning when I was on the way out the door, the counter read 1,000,009. Pretty fucking cool since it only counts IPs one time. Thia isn't the first time, the counter was reset in what 2002 or 3? Still cool. Anyways, somewhere, somehow it was my goal I had set for FX. So, I'm just gloating a bit I was able to do it again. Been a hell of a ride. I hope the next 2 million is more sick, and fun for us both. My only complaint is.... I wish the person that got the 1 mil mark would have mailed me. Dipshit.

The next release of FX gore is coming this week, so you gore heads be sure and stop back by for a huge ass pile of 'new' rotting flesh. A few of these pics I've never seen, so get excited. Thanks to everyone that keeps emailing the pics. I couldn't keep offering endless gore without you guys!

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    LIL EVIL SMILE DEVIL iCON FOR FX FAVORITES
      Posted by Tillman     02-26-05 - 10:21 PM PST

I've got a few emails about something so obscure. Some time last year I made a tiny little ass smile devil and set it up to be the favorite icon for FX. Here's a quick guide to get the lil smile devil show up in your favorites while you're here on the FX main page. If you dont see the lil smile devil in your URL address bar, or it's not showing up in your favorites list, do this. Clear your history, and delete the cookies in Tools, Internet Options. Close your browser. Open your browser and type in http://forcedexistence.com/ . Click the pic to enter and then save FX to your favorites once you're on the FX Main page. If you don't see the lil smile devil next to the URL, close your browser and then re-open it and then come back to the FX main page. There should be a little tiny smile devil in the URL address bar and in your favorites directory. Some times due to re-boots etc, the lil devil will disappear. If you want it back just repeat the steps here and it'll return. It works the same exact way on your desk top, but most times to see it you'll have to reboot.

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    ST. LOUIS BE WARNED! SOME IMAGES PRESENTED WILL FOLLOW YOU TO THE GRAVE
      Posted by Tillman     02-24-05 - 8:53 PM PST

The TRUE CRIME WARPPED MINDS TOUR What an honor... The TRUE CRIME WARPPED MINDS TOUR has been invited to help out with the Fabulous February Fiesta!!

2 days of SERIAL KILLERS, PUNK ROCK, GOTH BANDS, BLOOD, GUTS, TITS, ASS & MORE CRIME & KILLERS!!

We'll be screening rare video in-between bands, showing off killer art, evidence and the full on, all out TRUE CRIME WARPPED MINDS experience... we won't be back St. Louis, so this is you're ONE CHANCE - DON'T MISS IT.

Feb. 25th and 26th
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The Supermen will be performing their over the top brand of party viking fuck rock: http://www.thesupermen.com

ALSO SET TO TAKE YOUR HEAD OFF:

The World's Most Important Band Kill Allen Wrench from California!!!.... featuring Dr Heathen Scum from The mentors... This is one of the most controversial bands in history as International Superstar Allen Wrench has been implicated in books, movies and magazines as the real killer of BOTH Kurt Cobain AND the glorious El Duce: http://www.killallenwrench.com

TRUE CRIME WARPPED MINDS TOUR is hosted by Three Ring Radio barker Shane Bugbee, and includes his wife, horror writer Amy Bugbee aka 'The Whore of Horror'

Other guests include Joe Hiles, founder of the informative website 'Serial Killer Central'

Several true crime filmmakers will screen movies, and a rare collection of artifacts will be on display. For more information on The TRUE CRIME WARPPED MINDS TOUR check out EvilNow.com.

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    WHAT COMES OUT OF THAT COCKSUCKER YOU CALL A MOUTH
      Posted by Tillman     02-21-05 - 10:03 PM PST

YOU PIECE OF SHIT - BEAT YOURSELF - BEAT YOURSELF LIKE THE DICK YOU ARE Don't you just hate a fucker that says they'll do this or that and it never fucking happens? I'm so fucking sick of people just spewing shit out of their mouths then never back it up. Tell me you're going to be somewhere, fucking be there. Tell me you're going to email something, fucking email it. Going to score me some dope? Fucking do it! Who the fuck do these people think they are? There's never any, "I'm sorry I got busy... it fell through, etc.....". These statements could never be said by these lame ass fuckers until you've gone apeshit on their ass. And even then the I'm sorry is pointed back at you like you're a fucking freak for expecting someone to keep their fucking word!!!!! Un-fucking-real. If you tell someone you're going to do something then fucking do it! Thinking you're cool and being cool is two huge ass different things.

It's so insane to me that people can just say whatever the fuck and never back up their bullshit and people still show respect to that person. Un-fucking-real. If someone always talks about how much drugs they can get and every single fucking day they can never produce one single fucking pill/joint, what the fuck? Either they're full of shit, or they're full of shit. There's no in between. Someone talks shit about how much ass they could kick it they weren't married, didn't have kids etc... You know what? If you can't back up the bullshit you talk because of your kids/wife/probation etc it means you're a fucking pussy! Shut the fuck, don't tell me how you'd kick my ass if you "weren't on paper"..... I'm right here, right now in your fucking face pushing you. Push back or shut you're fucking mouth.

SUCK FROM YOUR GOD - YOU PUSSY! IF YOU BEG NICE ENOUGH SHE'LL PEE ON YOU TOO You mother fuckers are so full of fucking shit. It's all talk. People are used to people just talking shit. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of how fucking bad ass you used to be. I'm sick of how many pounds of pot you drove across country 10 years ago. I'm sick of the bullshit. What have you done lately? Change a fucking diaper? Took out the trash? You'll remember this term from your youth..... Shut up, or put up. As you walk around during the day, you're not in a fucking video, this is real fucking life. There's some people out here that will gut you for just running that cock sucker. Wake the fuck up. How the fuck has times changed so much that even on a basic level our word amongst each other means shit? What have you done for me lately? Being cool has shit nothing to do with just blowing people off, but somehow it's become part of what people think of as cool. Bullshit.

I know this rant sucks. But it's written for 3 people and the 30 million people plus just like them. The great thing is they'll read this shit. To everyone else, umm, yeah, it was a rant, eh?

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    LiNKS FOR LiFE
      Posted by Tillman     02-12-05 - 10:47 PM PST

I just wanted to welcome Sea Bass Tales AKA Sea Bastard back online. He had been using a few diffirent free servers the last few years, but with the dot com it appears he's back for a little while! Awesome news for those of us that love his comical writings about friends and family he encounters on a daily basis. One of my all time favorite sites..... And I'm not just saying that because we were siamese twins. Some of the best writing on the net. Shit that every single one of us understand explained in a way that's sure and make you laugh out loud. One of my all time favorite sites, enjoy!

I'd like to point out another site that has just popped up on the net the last few months or so.... BeDead.com I've had a few email conversations with Yeshua the webmaster over there, and he seems to be an awesome guy with some great contacts for some of the freshest gore on the net. He told me he was worried about the layout of his site because he's new to html.... Looks pretty fucking good to me! Damn proud to have my link on his site.

I want to mention again that Thought Crime has released a new awesome interface that allows you to rate, and review rants. Crawling Chaos is a huge voice in what people don't want you to know concerning the government. Although some of his opinions I don't agree with, I love reading what he has to say. The net, and my world just wouldn't be right without reading his rants. As with all my net comrades, I'm fucking "A" proud that he takes time out of his life to post some at the FX message board from time to time, whether I agree with Crawling Chaos or not his opinions aren't easily dimissed.

Also, a site that I forgot about, and feel like a total retard for not linking to over the last year..... KillGod. Read the story of how a local police department tried to more or less jail these people based on a Halloween display. Unfucking real! They offer some kick ass information on fighting X-Tains in your community. Including anti-christian booklets and tracts. Not to mention some of the coolest T-Shirts you'll ever see. Be sure and tell'em FX sent ya!

One last thing, all the regs here know this but this is for the newbies around FX. If you have a rant you want the world to see, please by all means email it to me. I love to have my users rant on the main page. Seeing your rant here would make me very happy. So don't just sit there! Be part of the sickness! Join the forums, or send me a rant. Email me complaints, props, or whatever else you can think of! The world is at your finger tips. Make it happen!

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    WHAT'S THAT CRACKING SOUND?
      Posted by Tillman     02-11-05 - 5:42 PM PST

IT THIS REAL? OR IS IT FAKE? I DON'T KNOW - I DON'T KNOW WHO THAT GIRL IS Well guys, the other night after drinking for many hours I made my way to the bathroom, took a piss, decided to have a smoke, and passed out in the bathroom. When I woke up, it was completely dark, so in my drunken state I freaked out and tried to hurry out of the darkness. I went head first over the tub fell into the tub, and while I was falling I tried to catch my footing, put my foot against the side of the tub, but fell anyways. So, yeah. Snap! I broke my fucking ankle. A pon hitting the tub with the full force of me falling, I landed on my knee, same leg. Snap! Or more like, Crush!

I'm stubling around like a drunk retard. I went to the doctor because the next day I was in such fucking pain I couldn't see straight. I had no idea all the damage I'd done, but I walked around like that.... Yup, I'm a manly man or some shit. Anyways, I'm on crutches, and now my whole fucking leg is in this huge ass boot. Looks like I may need surgery on my knee before it's all over with. Rock N Roll! You'd think with all the pain involved I would have got some kick ass drugs. Blah... I got 60 500 miligram hydrocodone, AKA Lortab 10's. So to help them along today I'm having the usual many many beers.

IT THIS REAL? OR IS IT FAKE? I DON'T KNOW - ISN'T THAT PARIS HILTON? I THOUGHT IT WAS AND SAVED THE PIC WITH HER NAME, BUT I DON'T KNOW A lot of you that read the last update emailed me, sent me PM's etc with what could only be described as concern for my well being in some sort of suicidal theme. Look people, I've been ranting the same shit since before this web site was online, and online almost 8 years. My rant had really nothing to do with suicide, just what I feel my last change is.....

And even after answering some of the emails, I know now that there's no way I'm going into my last change. As far as me being suicidal. I think about it every single day. I have for the last 25 years. Although I do feel like I want to die a lot of the time doesn't mean I'm going to end my life. It's something that haunts me, yes, but it's been like this for as long as I can remember. Will I take my life one day? Maybe. Is it going to happen today? Nope. Did I think about it today at least once? Yes. It's just part of me. I don't know what else to say. I hope while you read this you understand that I'm just a dude. I'm like everyone else, and unlike anyone you've met, but just like someone you know, or some shit. Trust me, if I was going to do it, I'd hook you guys up! Until then, just know that all the ranting is a release, a way to deal with the bullshit.

I'm sorry this update sucks ass, but I'm realy fucking wasted.

Just so this update don't end on this massive sour note, I'm going to release some info that I didn't want to release yet, but it's pretty fucking big ass news. FX, me, whatever is about to launch into the world of broadcasting! That's right, FX/me is about to become an internet radio show. All the details aren't set in stone yet, but I've been asked to produce my own show, and I'm very excited to say the least. I should have more details for you guys in the coming few weeks, so keep your eyes, and your ears open!

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