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FOUR MOTHER FUCKING TWENTY
Posted by
Tillman
04-19-05 - 12:01 AM PST
420! Yes, once again it's 4-20..... So many weird and wild things happen on this day. With the way this world seems so out of control, it would be a sad, sad day indeed if something really fucked up didn't happen today. C'mon, someone somewhere has to to keep this day alive? I mean, for real. The last few years we all waited and not one thing happened. I'm not going to go into a huge ass rant about 4/20, I'm sure that people that are into this site can name all the crazy shit. I just don't want to be let down tomorrow night when I come home and read the news.
This year is geared to be one of the most fucked up in history no matter if someone goes apeshit or not. With the Jackson trial, Spears love child, the Iraq war, Shivo's death, the new pope..... It's awesome. It's like then end of times wether or not it really is the end of times. NBC is even broadcasting a show called Revelations that deals with, guess what, the end times.
Whatever happens today, I'd just like to say I didn't have shit to do with it. Go forth and KILL!
Rant About It HERE See More Bullshit HERE
EMAiL FROM ASHLEY
Posted by
Tillman
04-14-05 - 10:28 PM PST
Subject: Attn Tillman @ ForcedeXistence.com
To: Tillman@ForcdeXistence.com
From: Ashley Sampson
you people need to think about the people who have lost children . we do
not find this site funny . if you have ever lost a child you would think
twice about what you put in your site. You have ne questions, I'll be glad
to listen.......
Subject: Re: Attn Tillman @ ForcedeXistence.com
To: Ashley Sampson
From: Tillman@ForcdeXistence.com
I think you're just looking to fight. I say this because no where on my site is there one joke I've ever made about any picture of someone that is dead.
Yes, there's tons of gore pics. And yes, hopefully I write rants that make people laugh. But I don't post pics of dead people to get laughs. If that's what you think then you have no clue what my site is all about. I'm sure whatever I say to you is going to go in one ear and out the other. You seem like that sort of person or I would have never got this email.
Regardless, I'll play along......
You're saying if I've ever lost a child I'd do this or that. You think ever single person on this planet processes shit the same way? You don't know any fucking thing about me except what I want you to know. You need to climb down off your high fucking horse because guess what, you're not the only person in this world to feel pain. We all work through pain the best we can. Just because people don't deal with bullshit the same as you doesn't make you better.
If you have any questions about real pain, added with dipshits like you making shit up about things they will never understand, and being attacked for it by ignorant people, drop me a line.
Forever Pissed, Tillman
http://ForcedeXistence.com/
Rant About It HERE See More Bullshit HERE
DID THE POPE HAVE HAPPY TOES?
Posted by
Tillman
04-08-05 - 5:43 PM PST
The night after the pope died he appeared in one of my dreams. All these people were swarming around him, making plans, and setting up pope meetings, asking for advice... And he was walking all slow, smiling the most content smile. I followed the pope and the busy body crowd to what turned out to be the popes coffin. I walked up to him and asked, "How are you going to get all this done by just going to sleep?" The pope turned to me and said, "Tillman, you will never find true happiness unless you sleep ten hours a day." "How the hell can I sleep ten hours a day?", I asked in bewilderment. The pope just laughed, repeated himself, then laid down and died.
I shit you not, I dreamed this! I'm not into any religion, so for me, it was way fucking weird.
So, as I was getting prepared for my day I laughed it off, as "just one of them" crazy ass things.
Well, that day I didn't have my car, so I hailed a cab. The cabbie was an older guy, kind of bland, so at first we really didn't speak. After we drove for a bit he hit the brakes at a pedestrian crossings by mistake. The mood changed in the cab after that, we both seemed a bit looser now that we almost wrecked. So, we start talking, when the conversation started slowing down again I mentioned my dream. I explained it to him just as I wrote it out for you guys pretty much word for word. He then starts telling me that he has invented a product that allows you to sleep better! 
He went on and on about the benifits from more sleep, how awesome his product was etc.... I asked him what it was, and he said it was a "toe tent".... He explained that it was a devive that fits on the end of your bed that lifts the covers up preventing the blanket from laying on your toes. How by a blanket laying on your toes makes your feet point outward, which in turn fucks up your ankles and knees. I'm sitting there in the cab, honestly trying not to laugh at this point. I mean two minutes eailier I was thnking the pope was about to make our lives cross paths just so this guy could help me get that ten hours of sleep so I could finally be happy. Out of basic human respect, and wanting to get all the way where I needed to go. Not to mention the fact I thought he was making this shit up, I just sat there with the "sounds great, nice idea, oh really" peppered thought out the conversation.
When I got out of the cab, he said be sure and check out my web site.... SleepyTimeToeTent.com
Later that day I was telling some friends the whole story from the dream on to the Toe Tent guy, and they were like did you look up the site. Without saying a word we typed in the URL and holy fuck there really is a Toe Tent! And he did pick me up! The Toe guy drove me to work.
Check it out! SleepyTimeToeTent.com. Toe Tent Guy, when you see all the traffic from this sick ass site, come by and read this, please don't be angry. We were no doubt meant to cross paths, but me buyng a Toe Tent isn't in the plan. Best of luck, and watch out for those pedestrian crossings.
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CALLING ALL PUSSY EATERS
Posted by
Tillman
04-06-05 - 9:31 PM PST
My email box has been pretty boring the last few months. Had the usual death threats, the always welcome "dig FX" etc... But nothing really worthy of posting. Well, thank fuck, that changed today. And, no this isn't some sick, fucked up way for me to fuck with someone, this is real, so have fun!
And, no, the pictures wasn't in the email, I just thought it's a nice story for some visuals.
Subject: I Love Your Site
To: Tillman@ForcdeXistence.com
From: Darker Skies
Hi, I just found your website and it got me so hot I just had to email you... I need your advice on how to make my deepest fantasy come true online. If you know of anyone who would enjoy making me beg for mercy via e-mail, please let me know.
I detest rape - it sickens me.
Unless it's done with a long tongue. Gently at first, against my will, then teasing me intensely, tonguefucking me while I am utterly powerless to do anything over than scream and cream. Once you have forced me to come, I will fulfill your every desire, for as long as you want me to. There is nothing as arousing as the feeling of a mans tongue greedily forcing its way into me, demanding that I enjoy every second of it. I can't get enough of it.
Every time I see a man, I wish he would grab me and force his hot, wet tongue inside me... harder, faster, making me beg for more like a bitch on heat while he devours me. I have spent so many years fantasisng that I would be forced to come in this way, until I am exhausted and my soaking wet snatch cannot cope with any more stimulation. When it feels so exquisitely good that I can do nothing other than beg for your mercy while being fucked, coming with every deep thrust, pleading and begging for more, more.
I was once fortunate enough to have this fantasy come true. It was my 18th birthday and I had a great party. We all played cards, moving on later to a game of Twister, and once we were more drunk, strip poker. After the party most of my friends went home - but 3 of my male friends stayed. I knew that they were all attracted to me, as they had told me as much earlier on seperate occasions. I believed it better to just remain friends and had told them that. We decided to play a very drunken game of Truth or Dare. It started innocently enough...
Richard asked me how big my breasts are. I am a 34DD and am more than happy with my assets, so I didn't see any reason not to answer. Mike asked me if I thought that having big tits made sex more pleasurable. In my drunken state, I revealed that I can climax from having my tits sucked, and that one of my areas of expertise is using them to bring a guy off. Then the questions began to get more intimate. I was asked if I had any particular sexual fantasies, and I said that I love receiving oral sex, that I found it very hard to refuse when any man offered it to me, and that this was the best way of making me a grateful sex slave.
After a while, I decided to go to bed, and went up to my room to get changed.
Jon followed me, saying he was going to the bathroom - I saw him go in and shut the toilet door door. I took off my dress and put my nightgown on. Then I see Jon standing in my doorway. He told me that I have the best tits he has ever seen, and that he wanted to suck them until I came and then lie back while he watched me bring him off and then smear his cum all over me while he ate me.I was stunned and didn't know what to say or do. While Jon was telling me this, Mike and Richard joined us upstairs. My three friends surrounded me and told me that they had decided that, as it was my 18th birthday, they told me that they were going to give me a birthday present I would never forget - they wanted to lick my pussy, and make me come 18 times.
I thought this was a joke. I told them I was tired and wanted to sleep, but they wouldn't listen. They told me that they were going to eat me regardless of what I said, so I may as well just give in. Jon said that they were going to keep me in a permanent state of arousal over that weekend. Mike told me that he was planning to make me beg to be fucked, and that they would finally fuck me when THEY decided to and not before. Mike took off my nightdress and slowly began kissing the back of my neck, while the others commented on what a beautiful body I have, big tits, small waist, slim legs, and a very juicy looking snatch. I was shivering, partly due to shock but also because their words had aroused me.
I tried to resist as they pushed me onto the bed, but I stood no chance against three guys. They were't brutal, but they held me down so I was utterly helpless. I told them that I'd quite happily do this another day, I just wanted to sleep - but they told me it would be rude not to accept my birthday gift and that they were going to have me, no matter what I said, and what's more they were going to FORCE me to enjoy it.
I tried not to respond but there is no way you can be licked and sucked without liking it. After about 5 minutes of this I was panting. I tired to hold back, I really did - but I can't resist a hungry mouth on my clit... it always feels so wonderful, a soft teasing tongue, becoming rougher and rougher. Mike started licking my pussy agonisingly slowly, then stopped. Then Jon and Mike sucked my tits - one each - while Richard rubbed my clit hard until I exploded.
I am so lucky that I am able to orgasm by having my tits sucked. I came again. They loved this - it was a real novelty for these guys. Richard picked me up, carried me across the room, pushed me up against the wall so I couldn't get away, and ordered me to make him come all over my tits. My nipples were still incredibly sensitive and I had to stop. Jon and Mike grabbed me and moved me up and down on Richard's cock until he came all over my tits.
They then took turns eating me, one holding me still while one sucked my tits and the other one tongue fucked me until I came in his mouth. They told me I tasted like fresh cream, trapping me against the wall so that there was no escape. I tried to get away after being forced to come again, pleading with them to let me rest for a bit.
The guys decided to punish me. Mike carried me back to the bed. They forced me to come over and over again, greedily devouring me. They licked and sucked me until I was exhausted. I told them I couldn't take anymore, it felt too good, but they just laughed and told me that I was going to have to. They would not stop licking my cunt and I lost count of the amount of times I came.
I base my currrent fantasy on what happened to me then.
Sometimes I imagine that I am dragged into a van by several guys. They calm me by telling me they won't rape me or hurt me in any way - just like Jon, Richard, and Mike, they say they will refuse to fuck me until I am pleading with them. They all take turns tonguefucking me, sucking my tits. The other guys cheer and tell whoever is eating me to just carry on.
After I have come several times, I beg them to let me rest. They tell me to just enjoy and again I feel a long tongue forcing me to come. After a few more orgasms, I am begging to be fucked hard, while they laugh. Eventually, once they decide I am too exhausted to mvoe, they take turns fucking me, whle i come again and again. When my snatch is dripping wet, they get their dog - who has a huge, rough tongue - to lick me. They watch as I writhe, on the verge of passing out from the pleasure. Later, I give them all blow jobs to show my gratitude, and beg them to fuck me over and over again.
So, the traditional method of rape is out. But anyone who wants to fuck me with his tongue can force me to come in his mouth anytime he chooses to. If you see me on the street, grab me and tell me you want to eat me, that you're going to eat me until YOU feel that I can't take anymore. Then you're going to force me to scream with pleasure while you fuck me. Torment me until I am gagging for it - I will love every second of it and beg for more. DON'T EVER STOP.
Subject: Re: I Love Your Site
To: Darker Skies
From: Tillman@ForcdeXistence.com
I'll see if I can't find someone to help you with that... Awesome story by the way.
Forever Pissed, Tillman
http://ForcedeXistence.com/
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FX ALL FOOLS DAY
Posted by
Tillman
04-01-05 - 10:28 PM PST
The month of March has been a complete kick in my ass. Every fucking turn it's like people were hellbent on making me go over the edge and going apeshit. I'm not going to go into all the details, but everything from tow truck drivers cussing me out for no reason, to endless car repairs. Friends of mine killing themselves, people I've know forever getting so pissed at me for whatever reason and just disowning me like I never existed. A few times I really felt like it was my time to freak the fuck out and start killing people. Serious. Some of the situations, I would tell myself, "Holy fuck, this is the sort of shit that makes men my age go on a rampage!" I always kinda understood, but holy fuck, I really understand now. Yeah! It's been that type of month.
I bought myself a Triton Extreme last week. It's an amazing tool. It's going to take me a while to fully understand and learn it all, but I'm so pumped I'm going to be writing music again. I've played around with it for hours the last few days, and if something totally sick doesn't come from this, it could only mean I'm a retard. It's like having a studio in your home with every fucking instrument at your finger tips. It's tube driven so the sounds are incredible. It does everything but suck your cock. I know this isn't doing the thing justice, but trust me, anyone reading this that doesn't have the time to fuck with a band but wants to make some serious music check this fucker out. Un-fucking-believable.
What's up with The FX Radio Show......? Well, like I said it was down the tubes, then I was going to just do it through FX. Well, Shane from 3 Ring Radio has decided he'd pick up the FX Radio Show. So I'll be fucking with that this weekend. I'm not sure exactly when my shit will be braodcast, I still have to record the shit, but I'll let you guys know the whens, wheres etc as soon as I know.
Lastly, here's the new gore for the month of April. Again, thanks to everyone that sends this shit to me, one day I'll sort it. Once again you guys have shocked me, some of these pics I've never seen before, and there's some pics I could only describe as completely fucking sick. Enjoy!
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THE REAL RED LAKE WARRiOR
Posted by
Tillman
03-22-05 - 11:31 PM PST
Jeff Weise went what the world would like you to think "apeshit" this week, and killed his grandfather, a police officer, his live in lover, then drove his GrandPa's police car to school full of his guns and shot the fucking place up killing at least 8 including himself. Looks to me he "woke up" on the wrong side of the bed, because this is something he was planning. But, that's just me...... I say that because when I first heard this story my first thought was, "Why didn't he wait for 4-20? Maybe he didn't know......"
He knew. In fact his email address at Yahoo.com has 4/20 in the title. Here's the link to Jeff's YIM account. It's still active tonight 3/22/05 while I'm writing this. If it's gone I saved it and will replace the link with the saved one. Ah, What the fuck, I'll just post it saved so I don't have to fuck with it later. Check it out. If his pic is missing, the picture you see to the left of this update is the pic he displayed.
At this point in time I'm not sure if it's him with some photo shop, but after checking out a picture of him at 9 years old it looks like it really may be him. Makes "ya think" is all I can say.
One of the reasons I was able to find this shit is because AP reported that Jeff had posted on some shit on a nazi site. They gave the name Todesengel, which I guess was leaked to the press. I looked up that name and found some posts on a now defunt site called Nationalist Forums.
Looks like Jeff did post there, and one of the readers gave hime the nic name "NativeNazi". With NativeNazi nic name was how I found up Jeff's YIM account and the links to this site called Nazi.org as well. Nazi forums last year. (Here's some more) If you get past all the Hitler shit and look, hover over his email address you'll see it's Verlassen4_20@yahoo.com. 4/20.
Yeah. 4 fucking 20. Who's next?
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THE FX iGNORANT PUSSY
Posted by
Tillman
03-17-05 - 9:52 PM PST
Well guys, the FX radio show that was to be broadcast on another web site has grounded to a halt. Why? Because after asking for details/specifics 3 times, and just being told I could do whatever I wanted to do, to later find out after I spent money/time to record 2 shows there was some really huge ass details I needed to know.... As in bit rates and the total mix expected.After the fact I recorded my shows, this was explained to me on top of calling me an ignorant pussy. The pussy part comes in because I'm not a mindreader, and should have understood the lame ass requirements place on their show as far as the bit rate goes. I also failed the, "I wasn't man enough to figure out their rules/guidelines".... When I was told it was "do whatever I want". :CoughTOTALBULLSHIT:Cough.
It's cool, I've lined up interviews with some really cool bands/people that I don't want you guys to miss out on. So, there will be some radio shows here for you guys to check out, FX style without all the bullshit rules others want to place on FX. It really makes no difference to me because I know FX does way more the traffic (10,000 times the traffic) then almost any site I link to these days. So, there you go. FX Radio will be coming soon. One hour shows with me hosting, interviews with people we'd all like to talk to, and plenty of heavy music. If it bombs, it bombs. I'm sure it'll be fun no matter what. FX is a fucking force to be reconded with, I sure as hell don't need some bullshit gimic to expand the readers here. I hope you guys dig it... We'll see. Time will tell! We'll see you in Hell!
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NEW GORE ON FX
Posted by
Tillman
03-03-05 - 10:22 PM PST
As promised, here's the new gore for the month of March. I just don't have the time to go through all this shit even once a month. Meaning sorting it into proper sections/categories etc. So much gore is emailed here each month, there's not enough time in my day to sort it all out. I figure I'll go through the gore twice, maybe three times a year and sort it out properly into the correct categories. Regardless, here's a shit load of new gore! Hope you enjoy it you fucker. If you're new here and want to see a shit load of gore pics sorted out nicely, Click Here and get ready to puke!
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