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    CARNIVAL OF LOST SOULS
      Posted by KiLLTiLL     06-12-05 - 6:35 PM PST

Synthetic, one of the newer members around FX sent in this poem, thought it was worthy of sharing. I don't know if it was intended to be a "rap" about FX, but it sure as hell could be... Thanks Syn! Nice work man.

Subject: Attn Tillman @ ForcedeXistence.com
To: Tillman@ForcdeXistence.com
From: Synthetic

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    iS THiS SHiT REALLY REAL
      Posted by KiLLTiLL     06-10-05 - 8:55 PM PST

WITHOUT A DOUBT THERES A SPECIAL HELL FOR ME I set everything up to write a rant tonight, and then sat here for about an hour writing and re-writing shit. I went into great detail about being held up in a motel room blowing up cops, snapping babies necks, getting a hard on from tear gas... I started into a huge ass rant about how before long Fox News/CNN will have sister stations, as in one station for war related shit, one for celebrity court related shit etc etc... just to be able to keep up with all the different news that's going on in the world.

Honest, I just don't have shit to say right now. The last few months I've been eating the fuck out of pain pills while drinking and I guess it's getting to me because I can just sit and stare for hours now. Most times in the past when I've felt like this I'd find a bunch of links for you guys to check out, or at least offer some weird ass pics for you to pass some time, but I'm so sick of the internet too.

Saying that out loud makes me think that you, yes you, the reader owes me something right about now. I've put almost 1/3 of my life right here for you guys to check out, wasted endless hours fucking with pics, emails, html codes, moderating you, sorting through shit, listening to you tell me how you didn't like this or that. Fuck. When the fuck am I going to get something back from you? You fucking leech.

Wasting my money, time, and damn near have been close to giving up my freedom for you, and what have you done for me? Bitch about something? Complain you don't like my selection of porn? Order me around in emails like I'm your bitch to find one of 10,000 fucking pictures for you like your time is more important than mine? You know what? Fuck you.

There's your goddamn rant. You happy now motherfucker? I've held this shit in for a long ass time, but there it is.... Fuck you. You not just some waste of space on this huge ass waste of space called the internet? Fucking prove it. Offer something. Anything. A pic. A rant. Anything.

NOW THATS A NIPPLE Okay, I feel much better for having let that out. Half of it is true, and half of it is bullshit. Up to you to figure that out. Anyways, not really too much going on my way.... Every month keeps getting more busy than the last. Last month there was over 89,000 unique visitors to FX. Not a record, but it's been a while since that much traffic came thru in a month. The crazy thing is most of it was from search engines. Seems like FX is ruling right now for gore, sick porn, suicide, and twisted pic searches. Nice. There's something to put on my tombstone, eh?

Seriously though, I tried writing a few different rants and there just isn't anything I really need to say right now. I thought I'd go overboard on the "try and get more people active" at FX with the above bullshit, but I don't expect much for you lazy bastards. So yeah, everything is great, and I'm still alive, and all that happy assed shit.

Thanks for stopping by, and remember.... Nobody loves you more then me.

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    ONE LEG UP
      Posted by KiLLTiLL     05-27-05 - 4:50 PM PST

I KNOW - MOST TIMES I DON'T HAVE A LEG TO STAND ON - WOULD YA DO HER? The internet never fails to freak me the fuck out. It's so weird because I'm one of those people that almost feel pain dealing with others face to face because I think they're complete morons, but for some reason I trust the net more when it comes to people. Well, I don't know if it's I trust them, I have a real talent to be able to understand some one for who they really are face to face within a minute or two. And as fucked as it sounds, most times I can do the same with people even through email and or chat. Yeah, it's a real fucking talent, I just need to find a way to get paid for it. Anyways, having a site like FX weeds out most of the dipshits, so my magical power to decipher on the net right there is almost proven to be a fraud. But I like to lie to me, I mean, fuck, if you was me would you want to stay sober and see the truth staring you in the face everyday?

After posting on the net with my real name for many years, I'm finally going to change it to my most popular nick-name KillTill. I'm one of those people that you meet and you feel the need to give them a nick name..... I guess people out there feel like that, because through the years people have called me many diffirent things. Everything from Goro, Ozzy, Satan, Tilldo, Tilly, Armadillo, Tillvis and many many more..... The one that stuck with me though was KillTill. I'll answer to Till, but the whole point of this is everyone has there lil names, and I want mine too. Anyways, I'm in the process of changing everything, even email over to KillTill, so get used to it.

I was shocked at the amount of people that downloaded the Horny For Evil Radio Show. The first 24 hours it was online almost 500 of you downloaded it, way more then I thought would take the time. Everyday many more people are checking it out, and I've gotten some decent feedback in emails. Awesome. I should have a new show this weekend with much better sound/levels..... There's a special guest coming by the studio yet again, a bass god to be exact. I'll wait to dish out the details until I know for sure it's all going down, but keep your ears open. I also talked to Rob Reform, and he's more then ready to come back and have a sit down again with me here. You guys got to send feedback about these shows, I need to know what you think.

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    FX / HORNY FOR EVIL RADIO SHOW
      Posted by KiLLTiLL     05-21-05 - 4:19 PM PST

I posted this on the FX forums, but I wanted to keep my word to the casual reader too....

Okay guys, I promised you that I'd at the very least play one of the shows I made for Radio Free Satan. This show was an interview with my friend Rob Reform from the band Reform Control and owner of Reform Records. FX/HFE Radio Show ZIP

You're going to have to right click and save it, it's zipped. The size is almost 14MB, huge ass file.

And yes, we were completely fucked up. It's easy to know this because I'm laughing my ass off from the get go. It was a blast. The music was way too loud, Rob cranked the volume up without telling me because he thought it wasn't loud enough. There was no diffirence in the studio, but the out come it's really loud. Shouldn't matter much though, because all the songs are hardcore thrash/punk/noise songs anyways. If you guys dig this shit let me know.... I'm going to be doing some other shows soon, and the music (levels) won't sound like shit.

Enjoy!

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    GOD DAMNIT I MISSED FRIDAY THE 13TH
      Posted by KiLLTiLL     05-16-05 - 8:41 PM PST

I know it might not seem like a big deal to anyone else, but god damnit I'm pissed! I missed Friday the 13th. Many years ago there was not a single Friday the 13th that went by that I wasn't on acid. The last few years, I didn't promise to trip on the 13th, but I would go way overboard compared to my nornmal drinking/drug intake. And I fucking missed it yet again. God damn it sucks getting old. Acid on Friday the 13th is like Christmas morning, or trick or treating.

Friday the 13th, what better day for the Horny For Evil Radio Show to debut on RADiO FREE SATAN? I'm still excited my shows were to be broadcast there, but there's trouble in paradise. The Horny For Evil Show is something that I'm sure some people that like FX might be into, but would it be entertaining to a bunch of satanist? I highly doubt it. I went into this RFS thing gungho because I know it's a real oppurtnity to show case some music to people, but after the response I've got from a few FX readers I respect, I see now that aligning myself with something so religious was a mistake. No, I have no problem with Satan, I just don't fit in with RFS's vibe.

I'll be asking the program director there to take HFE off thier list. I hope they understand. To everyone that was looking forward to some "radio shows" from FX, I'm still planning on doing some more exclusively for FX, so hang in there. I'll even offer up the shows I made for RFS for the simple reason there was an interview with my friend Rob Reform from Reform Control. I hope that RFS, and everyne over there is adult about my decission, which I'm sure they will be. Thanks for the shot guys, sorry for the change of heart, but I think in the end it's best for all involved.

Ditch is back! Hell yeah, you read that right, everyone's favorite buddy from Bottom of the Bucket is back online and ready for another round of bullshit from you sick motherfuckers. Check out his newest internet creation intitled FAILURE FOREVER.

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    FX NEWS AND A CHANCE TO RANT
      Posted by KiLLTiLL     04-29-05 - 8:31 PM PST

C'MON! SOMEONE OUT THERE KNOWS WHAT THIS SHIT IS FROM! SOMEONE START A THREAD ON THE FORUMS! Damn guys, I know it must look like (yeah, it sort of feels like it too) that I've been neglecting posting updates as of late. I sat down maybe once since the last update to write and I'll be honest, I was so tired I fell asleep in front on the PC. The last few weeks I've been working on the Horny For Evil Show, that should be making it's debut at Radio Free Satan very soon.

The first four shows are complete, just need to take care of a few things and hopefully I'll be up and running soon. Not only has the radio show been keeping me busy, just regular daily bullshit, plus I'm still spending as much time as I can on my new Triton Extreme studio, holy fuck is that thing bad ass.

All that (and more) added with the fact that I finally made a decent contact here in WA for some really good drugs, there just isn't enough time in the day to do everything I want/have to do. I've been spliting my time up the best I can, and as things come together it'll just get easier as time goes by. Those that were wating for a shit load of new gore for the month of May, it's not going to happen. I was able to dig up a few things, and as always some of you out there was nice enough to send some "new" gore, but there just isn't as much this time like the previous few months.

IF YOU LIKED TO SAVE THIS AS A BACKGROUND IT FITS PERFECT - I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT SITE I GOT IT FROM BUT IT'S AN AWESOME WALLPAPER - AND YES - IT'S FULL SIZE 1040 X 768 With everything that's going on with me these days, I'd like to an offer to anyone out there reading this.... FX has always welcomed people to write updates about whatever the hell they want to rant about, with whatever links, whatever pics. If you really have something to say to the world, and would like a shit load of the world's really twisted population to have a chance to read it, then please let me know via email or PM me on the FX forums. Not every single thing people sends in gets posted, so if fear of being rejected bothers you, don't bother even sending anything. I can't imagine what I'd reject, but you never know with the net. Also I don't proof read rants submitted (or my rants for that matter) so what you send to me will be posted just like it was sent and recieved. You will get full credit, and if you have a site, it will be plugged nicely. Tell your friends. Tell your family. Tell all the people you hate! Let the weirdness begin! Or continue! Whatever.... You know what I mean.

C'mon, there's got to be someone reading this right now that would love to just go off on a huge ass rant. What are you waiting for? Don't just sit there! Be part of the sickness!

I did take the time to upgrade the forums tonight, so once again they're "secure" as the canned script allows. I also wanted to mention the fact that there is over 350 users on the FX forums now, but there seems to be only about 100 of the users that has posted. In the past I would send out a email asking people to step up and not be shy, and for whatever reason it scared the regs from posting for a few days. I was close to deleting a lot of the lurkers, but after giving it some thought, who the hell am I to ask anyone to do shit that they may not want to do? So, lurkers, I guess you can spy on FX forums from now on and never have to hear shit about it again. Just FYI.

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    INSERT WITTY COMMENT HERE (Re-Posted by Request)
      Posted by KiLLTiLL     04-22-05 - 3:11 PM PST

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