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    FOR FUCKS SAKES SOMEONE CALL IT LIKE IT IS
      Posted by KiLLTiLL     08-31-05 - 10:42 PM PST

Let me get this out of the way right off.... I'm not racist. I hate everyone equally. That's just some bumper sticker phrase for me, I mean it, I hate. Period. The human race is garbage. Black, white, brown, yellow..... whatever. I hate individually without the need to lump people into a race.

With that being said, why the fuck isn't the news such as Fox, CNN, MSBNC, etc telling the truth about the looters in New Orleans. I've watched report after report were the anchor wants to just say it. Say it motherfucker! The problem is there's thousands of wellfare project blacks roaming around breaking into every fucking thing they can get into. The news has played the fact down that some of the people only seem to be breaking into stores for food, but if you watch the tape the beer and liquor isle is cleared out way before the canned goods. What's fucked is that the news, and even some of the Louisiana government officials play this down by saying shit like, "They're just looking for food". Give me a fucking break... They warned everyone, black or white that Katrina was coming and to stock up on water, and food.

So the hurricane goes through and it's not as bad as people thought it would be... So the looters go apeshit. Stealing shoes, guns, booze, and just all around being their project poor ass, welfare ass, lame ass, sorry ass excues for people. Then the water starts rising. And instead of understanding the truth that people are telling them, that their city is about to be gone maybe forever they start stealing food. The same people that survive on government checks every month, instead of following advice and buying some water and canned goods, they decide that their going to start looting grocery stores. Fuck stocking up on a few days worth of water when there's crack to be smoked, right? The crack is gone so now it's hit the store for water and Doritoes. I mean fuck, the world owes you something right? You're black, poor, uneducated, unemployed, and used to hand outs.

I know people that know me are asking themself when I became a rasist, but I haven't. This shit is true. I watched hours of live feeds from New Orleans and I didn't see one non-white person doing the moonwalking through the canned goods isle talking shit to the world on camera. There wasn't one non-white person ransacking Footlocker for a new pair of 'insert all star nigro basketball player name here' sneakers. Maybe I'm wrong, perhaps the world would be better off without the portion in New Orleans that couldn't or refused to get out on their own. Let the floods have'em.

I want to say again I'm not racist. Those that know me, know that's a fact. But the bottom line is the behavior I've seen on the news the last few days has sickened me... Perhaps opened my eyes somewhat to things I may have always not wanted to believe was true. Sure people there are going through what might be the worst natural disater ever in the US, but that doesn't mean it's time for people to be the worst the world has seen. You don't want to be lumped into rants like this? Act like you have a fucking brain. Sickens me to think all these years I might have been wrong by being neutral. Enjoy them sneakers, you lame ass pieces of shit. I was "this" close to donating some money, but after seeing you savages rampage then celebrate before the floods started by taking anything that wasn't nailed down, you're not getting shit from me.

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    COMMUNICATIONS FROM THE GRAVE
      Posted by KiLLTiLL     08-15-05 - 4:21 PM PST

WHAT THE FUCK CAN I SAY? IT'S SICK ASS HELL!!! Despite it looking as though I've completely given up on updating FX, that couldn't be futher from the truth. There's been many attempts at writing some shit to post here, and in the end I either just delete it, or nothing comes to mind. The whole thing is fucked too, because honestly I can't remember being more of a home body then I have been the last month or so. Therefor I'm not busy at all. I would say I wake up and just fuck off, but lately I really haven't slept very much. On average I sleep about 2 hours a day which leaves me in a zombie state of mind. If I do talk myself into going to get something to drink, then get drunk, I may sleep 4 hours. So basically, I'm a fucking wreck. I can't remember ever feeling as bad as I do right now. Mentally or physically.

THIS ONE TURNS ME ON! AcK! It's a fucking shame when you have more or less all day for 2 months to do whatever the fuck you want to do, but being a prisoner of your own mind to the point you won't even allow yourself to leave the house and maybe sit in the park for a fucking hour. I hate it I've fallen back into old routines that do nothing but make me totally useless out there. Perhaps it's best that things are the way they are, because I think that with the right amount of privacy, feeling in control, and able to follow through, along with not wanting to just rot inside this house I might do the things that I think about doing. You know, those dirty little creepy crawly nights that involve disdainfully conquering and disposal of..... Feel in the blank..... No, I'm not talking about going to Taco Bell.

I did take the time to update the Gore Section over the last few days to offer those that are on using a high speed internet connection to view the gore pics with thumbs. Click Here to see the gore page with thumbs..... Just to let you know, there's so many pics it might take about 30 seconds to load even with broadband. I thought about dividing up all the gore into sections but it's too much work for the time being. It may happen in the near future, but for now, if you're a gore freak be thankful you got what you've got. Was quite a bit of work.... Not something Ilike fucking with.

Also, if you look to the left of this update, there in the clickable shits, you'll see that I'm offering many FX/Horny For Evil Radio Shows. I should have thrown the word proudly in there somewhere, but I'm too lazy to go back and edit it. The shows listed were recorded for Radio Free Satan, which as far as I know writing this I'm still possibly part of.... I'm not 100% sure, but regardless, they're some decent radio shows for you guys to listen to.... Please save them. Thanks! A few of them are me with a guest, most are just me talking shit and playing some decent music. Thanks to everyone that has encouraged me to continue to produce more radio shows. Honestly, I fucking love it and there'd be no way to really stop me at this point. Horny For Evil Forever!!

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    FX WEIRD PICTURE OVERLOAD
      Posted by KiLLTiLL     07-27-05 - 3:41 AM PST

I'm always on the lookout for weird pics to post with my updates. I find many but it seems that only a hand few of them fit into whatever it is I'm trying to say at the time. I take pride in offering the pics with the updates, sounds strange I'm sure, but it's just one of the things over the years that I try and make perfect. For me, some times the pic makes the update because you can see what I'm trying to say. Not all pics I save ever get a chance to be posted along side a rant, and after many months it seems that they may never have a chance to get posted with a rant.

In the past I'd just delete the pics I thought I'd never use, but now there's a Twisted Pics Page here at FX, I thought.......... "What the fuck?!?!" Why not post the one's that seem like they may never get used right here on the main page. They might not be the best pics here, but for whatever reason I seen something in them enough to save them. I took the time to make them all have a "mouse over" text because a few of the thumbs completely suck total ass. I hope you guys enjoy these almost lost classics. Look for more of these types of updates in the distant future.

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BIGGEST NIPPLE CONTESTANT    MY DREAM GIRL    ANOTHER PIC OF MY DREAM GIRL    THE MOST HAIRY PUSSY EVER?    MONKEY BLOWJOB   

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    FRESH START (RE-POST by REQUEST)
      Posted by KiLLTiLL     07-15-05 - 1:01 PM PST

I was all smiles walking out of drug rehab after being locked up for 3 months. But after about 2 weeks of my new found freedom, I was missing structure, someone there telling me not to fuck up. I felt hopeless, and just wanted to get wasted. I called up a few people I was locked up with and stopped by to say what's up. This chick Paula had come up from a town about 60 miles south of Nashville to see some of us. Chris and Heather was fucking in the bedroom while I drank away almost 4 months of feeling like a human. Paula informed me that they were all going to go back to her home town to party like hell, and invited me along. Chris, Heather, Paula and myself took off later that day on a journey that would change us all forever.

We smoked dope, and drank beer for the entire drive there, we pulled up into her small ass town cashless and wanting to party some more. I pulled the car into a gas station, Chris and Heather got out of the car headed towards the gas station while me and Paula headed for the liquor store. I acted like I was lost and was asking for directions while Paula walked through the isles stuffing as much booze as she could in her purse. It worked perfectly, the dude didn't have a clue we were robbing his ass blind.

I drank a 5th of Jim Beam in about 4 swigs in less than 15 minutes, that combined with all the beer made me incredibly sick. I remember puking out in the middle of no where. My next memory is waking up a few hours later extremely pissed off. Seems Paula's aunt had hooked them up with some coke. Chris, being the nice guy he was, didn't want me to miss out on my share so he shot me up while I was passed out. This turned out to be a very, very bad thing. I woke up standing on the ceiling of that car, I looked over at Heather, who is also in the back seat, passed out, I focus on Chris, who is riding shot gun. He asked me how I felt, I just begun punching him in the face from the back seat. Paula was screaming, the kind of screaming I wanted to make stop, I wrapped my arm around her throat choking her while the car barreled down the main drag of her town. Her foot went down on the gas pedal and we took off even faster slamming into a pick-up truck that was pulling a boat.

I got out of the back seat, pulled Paula out by her shoulders pushing her into the back seat. I jumped up front and started the car, Chris was holding his face from the beating and/or his face going through the windshield. I took off like a bat out of hell, somewhere in there Heather had woke up and was cheering me on. The cars steering wasn't responding very well, it took off left from the road and headed for the Wal-Mart right across the street ramming right into the front window. I got out of Paula's car and started walking through the parking lot, a lady drove up to see if we were okay (I guess) and I walked up to her car, reached in and grabbed her, pulling her out the window by her hair. I got into her car and took off through the parking lot. Somehow I managed to slam into a parked car.

The liquor store this whole night had started at was right across the street, so I ran there on foot. Before I even got inside I could hear the police sirens getting close, the clerk asked me what the hell was going on out there and I said something about it being the end of the world. I grabbed a bottle of booze, opened it and took a huge drink. The clerk came running at me and I took off to the bathroom where I locked myself inside. I began drinking, I'm not sure how long I was in there, maybe 5 minutes before the police kicked in the door and drug me out by my arms. I could hear Heather screaming at the police as I was being cuffed, once inside the police car I could see her fighting them off like mad woman. Join The Army by Suicidal Tendencies was playing in my head over and over.

Rehab was cool.

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    JOE DUNCAN - THE FIFTH NAIL
      Posted by KiLLTiLL     07-03-05 - 6:31 PM PST

Well guys, it's been a hell of a news weekend huh? Seems that the missing 8 year old turned up in a Denny's about 10 miles from where her mom, brother, and her mom's boyfriend were murdered. When I first heard the news I was asking myself why in the fuck would the person that had one or both of the kids show up in such a public place, but after digging through the net and finding out what kind of dipshit this Joe "Jet" Duncan guy is, it makes complete sense now. He's a fucking moron.

I won't lie, I was intrigued at first but after reading his "blog" he'd been posting on the last few years it became quite clear that Joe truely is a freak in the worse sense of the word. The thing that just made me want to punch this guy in the face was his constant whining and bitching. Hmm, why is that familar to me? Anyways, everything he did he would put the blame on society, never stepping up to the plate and just admitting he was the one to blame for shit going on in his life.

There was a overwhelming sense of loniness to his posts, but not in the way that made me feel bad for him, it just made me hate him more. I wanted to kick his ass and I'd never met the guy. He'd even offered $100 to anyone that emailed him just to tell him they'd been to his website, the offer stood for two months, and noone bothered to claim the cash.

I'm not going to polute the main page with all his spew, but after digging deep I was able to find out a lot about this guys internet life. I posted every single thing he ever posted from his blog site, his domain's, (yes there was more than one) on the FX forums. His site was spiked yesterday and I wasn't able to get there, but as of posting this his site is still open. Perhaps you can still see it, http://fifthnail.blogspot.com/...... If not just pop into the FX Forums and go to "Sick News" to read it all. The triple homicide happened on May 16th 2005, his last post was on May 13th 2005.

On a side note, if you're still able to go to his blog site, be sure to check out the comments posted to his rants, it's like a whose who in mental illness since the press conference gave his domain name out on national news. The people posting there seem to be more fucked up in the head than Duncan himself. Infact, it's way far more entertaining then the blog it's self.

The one thing I'm going to offer you guys is something that I haven't seen anyone else comment on.... Which is on one of his other domains intitled "JetGazette.com" where he'd posted a few videos of himself and one of his family at Thanksgiving. I'm going to hold out on the Thanksgiving movie for now because it does show several shots of someone's kids... Not in a indecent way, but never the less, even I have to draw the line somewhere.

Anywas, here's two video's of Joe Duncan lifted from "JetGazette.com". As always with any media offered at FX, please right click and save to help keep FX's bandwidth from blowing up. Thanks!

Reality - by Joe Duncan

Imagine - by Joe Duncan

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    CHRISTMAS IN JULY
      Posted by KiLLTiLL     07-01-05 - 6:56 PM PST

HOLY FUCK COULD YOU IMAGINE PULLING DOWN THOSE PANTIES AND SEEING THAT? WOULD YOU/COULD YOU EAT THAT? AcK! ANOTHER ONE OF THEM SICK PICS THAT'LL STAY WITH YOU THE REST OF YOUR LIFE Damn! Hell yeah you're right, yesterdays update was huge. I think every person in this world can read that and get something from it to improve their life.... Good or bad, it's one sick journey. I'm no crime expert, I've read a shit load of true crime books, seen endless true crime films etc, and BTK's "confession" is heavy as hell to me on many levels. He was mind fucking everyone, awesome shit. I won't bore you guys with every detail, but to me BTK makes Manson look like a little pussy.

Speaking of little pussy, I finally finished the Midget Sex Section here at FX! Something I promised as a Xmas gift.... So alas the Christmas in July title.... I got to tell you though, I only waited until now just so I could say it's Xmas in July. I've always wanted a reason to say that here at FX for some reason. So ho ho ho mother fuckers. Go look at midgets having sex you sick fucking freaks.

And just to get a jump on the gorehounds out there, July's gore isn't complete and ready for viewing as of today. I hope to post July's gore within the next week but I'm not going to promise shit because it's too early to call one way or the other. It's true I have a "gore contact" that sends me shit, and I search the net a few times a month at my hunting grounds, but more than half the gore posted here at FX is sent in by readers. Thats hasn't been happening as much the last few months. I could careless really, but I'm just letting you the FX reader know what's going on. The best way to keep the gore going and fresh here is if you have a pic to share then send it to me and I'll share it with everyone.

That's it for now, so much for me not posting updates, eh?

I damn near posted a "Who is Tillman"   just then. Wow!

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