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LOVE' N YOU TO DEATH AND BEYOND
Posted by KiLLTiLL - 02-14-06 - 8:22 PM PST

I wanted to offer you guys some weirdness for Valentines day, but I didn't want to get all cheesy. So, since Dreamhost hooked me up with more bandwidth then yahoo has, I thought I'd share some sick porn. Here's a few 15 second clips of a couple caught fucking in a coffin on a surveillance camera. Now that's some FX loving right there. Is it just me, or is that hot as hell?
Coffin Sex 01 Coffin Sex 02 Coffin Sex 03

I was reading the news trying to wake up this morning and what do you know is still making front page? Yup! Death and mayhem over a cartoon. Is it just me, or does it seem a little odd that a shit load of people that haven't even seen the cartoon are still burning/killing/fucking shit up over it?
I don't know guys, I sort of talked about this before, it seems the whole lot is just into fucking shit up. As in they really don't need a good reason. Most of this is due to the fact they are brainwashed from childhood, and they don't have a pot to piss in. We, and I mean US, UK, Japan, and Canada (to name a few) see their actions as barbaric because we're so far ahead of them they really do look like cavemen because they are just that, cave men.
Fight or flight. Basic human emotions. But the twist is they are doing all this in the name of the god. (Reading that should scare the hell out of every person in the USA in regards to our own government) Which would mean there has to be a little intelligence there to write, read, and invision a higher power. Full circle though, back to brainwashed.
On a different angle, I thought about how the people that drew the cartoons would feel if they turned on the news to see that a nuke was set off in *name any non-middle eastern country* in resposne to their cartoon? I know, weird thought... But it appears the normal thought process for most of the world is jacked up. I wrote a long time ago asking what is it you'd die for? And I could only name 2 things at the time. I have a third now.... I would be willing to die in a war to slaughter every person in this world that worships God, Allah, Jesus, Oprah etc etc.

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DREAMHOST CRUSHES THE DONATION BOX AT FX
Posted by KiLLTiLL - 02-09-06 - 8:18 PM PST

Man, I'm so excited right now. My server, Dreamhost, that I've stuck with forever because I knew they would rule all hosts because of their totally kick ass customer service, and willingness to stand up to people that bitch and complain about FX, have finally became a dream host in every way..... Yeah, value wi$e! This is so insane to me, but they now offer tera bytes of bandwidth a month! To save all those that don't know what a tera byte is, it's like all the traffic/bandwidth at FX that's spent in 6 months being spent in one month. They are offering all their plans with at least 1 tera bytes of bandwidth monthly. What does that mean? It means happy times are here again, it killed the FX donation box, and it's going to allow me to once again offer movies here and there again, and you can just click to listen to the latest HFE Show (13) and not feel like you're doing something wrong. If anyone is reading this that's looking for a server, look no futher. Go here, DreamHost.com. Not only will you get the best fucking hosting on the net, they'll even kick back a little coin to my hosting fees if you sign up and say Tillman sent you. For those that tried to talk me out of leaving, I told you they would end up being the best fucking server on the net.
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DIE LAUGHING TAKES ON A WHOLE NEW MEANING
Posted by KiLLTiLL - 02-02-06 - 5:42 PM PST

Here we go into another year of total weirdness. I don't know how many of you keep up with world news, but the last few weeks have been so strange it would make for a great fucking comic book. Sharon, Israeli's leader had a stroke the day before he was to have surgery and went into a coma. And over the last week Palestine had it's first vote, and the suicide bomber group Hamas won the election. Can you imagine what's going to happen if Sharon pulls through? I mean damn, whos going to tell him that Hamas was elected to power right after he's coming out of a coma from a heart attack? It's so twisted that it's comedy.
Speaking of comedy and comic books, the Muslims are going ape shit over some comic strips that some news papers in Demark put out. One of the comics pictured a suicide bomber floating up to heaven and Allah is greeting them and says, "Wait, we're running out of virgins!" .... I mean c'mon, that's some funny shit. But not to Muslims... Words like horrific, "until Denmark is brought to its knees, regretting this farce of freedom of expression.", "Inciting religious or ethnic hatred in this manner is not acceptable"... This is just a few of the hundreds of responses from Muslim leaders from around the world. Seems that a comic strip makes them all come out from the wood work, but beheadings are okay to them because none of them complain about that.
Let me just say as someone that considers themself an outsider in all this chaos that yet again the whole fucking problem here is that so many people are brain washed around the world that there's some being worthy of whorship, and killing for. That's just so fucking sad. I know saying this here to most of the folks that come through here is pointless, but I'm going to say it again. There is no god. There is no allah. There is no jesus. It's all stories that was written to help control people. To stop people from taking part in what's now called animal instincts. It was to insure that humanity would act civil, and based on where you was born there was a different god to fear for those that didn't want to be civil i.e. kill, rape, torture etc. Well holy fuck, 2,000 years later the very things that we're written are compelling people to kill each other. Here's two of the comics... #1 - & - #2
Did I mention comedy?
I know I'm way far from the smartest person in the world, or even on my block for that matter, but I understand that people that believe in these make believe beings, beings they are willing to kill and die for that there's no way their will be peace in this world. I don't want the kind of peace where people walk around rubbing each others ass, I know conflicts are part of people interacting, but I know that one day if shit keeps going like it is now that all of us that just want to do our own thing called live are going to be nuked along with the rest of the planet because of so many brain washed people.
I'd rather that China blow up the world in the name of their government system then knowing I'm going to die because of some religious nut thinks the invisible being they live for wants them to kill everyone that doesn't believe. And that works both ways, I don't want to die knowing that the government system I just happened to be born into gets me killed because their is people out there that don't agree with my country or the beliefs of those that are in charge.
I say fuck religion. I say fuck government. I say fuck TV. I say fuck awards. I say fuck politically correct. I say fuck main stream. I say fuck Hollywood. I say fuck holy ground. I say fuck it all, be yourself, this is your only chance. Am I only in thinking this way? Maybe I'm not making myself clear either, but I wanted to say it. Someone out there understands what I'm saying. I hope.
I wanted to tell you guys about my buddy The Shitter's new story on Zer0Hour.com..... Shitter is an awesome guy, he's a writer in training, it won't be long until he's putting his own books out. Why would I say this? You absolutely have to go check out his newest story called Necro. To me, it's his best work yet. Hop on over there, you won't regret it.
Gore picture time! Damn, with the amount of cameras and death in the world these days finding fresh gore would be a lot easier... But it's not. Just like every single thing out there, it goes where the money is or some shit. My sources for gore are drying up, and I can't remember the last time a stranger sent me some new gore. It's been months for sure. However, somehow I was able to get together 60 new gore pics. As always a few have been around for a while, but I hope there's plenty of new ones in this batch to keep you fiends happy. Got gore? Email me!

FEBRUARY 2006
NEW GORE PHOTOS FOR FEBRUARY 2006

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ANOTHER BLACK LUNG DAY IN THE STRESS MINES
Posted by KiLLTiLL - 01-25-06 - 8:52 PM PST

I've been getting email from people about the last rant, the donation box thing, and was going to post a response here... But after sitting down and explaining it for the ump-th time, I said fuck it, "I'll just post one of my responses that pretty much sums it up". I do thank everyone that took the time to write me with suggestions, and concern. I'm still undecided at this point what to do. I thought it's better to get this out in the open as I addressed it with a long time reader (could have been any one of that emailed me about this/ or has thought about it) and get it over with.
Subject: Hey Man
To: KillTill
From: Royce Icon

Hey Till,
Hows it goin man? I've been doin okay. I finally finished that ezine thing I was telling you about before with the R.S. connett interview. it's at www.drowningodium.com. I linked to FX, and if you like it and want to link it back that'd kickass, but if not that's cool too. Let me know what you think about the zine.
I was reading on FX, and i saw that you were having money problems. I'll try to donate some stuff your way when i have the cash, but i'm a pretty dirt poor motherfucker myself. I'll scrounge up at least a buck though man.
I was wondering, are the expenses coming from bandwidth? Because if that's the case, maybe you could take down some of the images? I mean, don't get me wrong, I really dig seeing the gore and porn and weird shit, but the main reason I've always went to the site, and the reason I think most people go there is because of your rants. there are other gore sites, but nor many really kickass fucked up rant sites. Images suck up a shitload of bandwidth, and maybe if you took a lot of them down you could save some cash. Just a suggestion. I know I would rather see an FX with less images than a pay FX, or no FX at all.
Anyways, stay evil man, and let me know what you think of the zine.
-Royce.
Drowning in Odium Magazine: www.drowningodium.com
Corpse Fuck: www.corpsefuck.com
Idiot's Manifesto: www.godlessbitch.com/im/

Subject: Re: Hey Man
To: Royce Icon
From: KillTill

Royce,
The zine looks great, good job man. I went through there just now really fast, and I wanted to read the Connett interview. Yeah, I'll link you, no problem.
Don't worry about helping out with hosting at FX unless you win the lotto or some shit like that. I was hoping that each person that really likes the site would throw a dollar in if they could. After I put up the donation link I got about $40 total from 5 ro 6 different people over 3 or 4 days, (which was awesome, don't get me wrong) then that was it. No more have chipped in...
The problem is bandwidth, but it's due to the traffic. If I removed entire sections of pics I think I'd still go over at this point. The HFE show hasn't helped matters at all, it's getting a lot of traffic, and not every person saves the files, they just hit play etc. I've looked into streaming, podcasts, etc, and I just don't want to lock myself into one thing. On top of all this, I don't want to change anything. I think asking people to donate is fair if a few people with money donate it covers people that doesn't have cash to burn.
My rants... Most people could care less about my rants. At least that's the way I see it. You know everyone is different in every way, someone just happens to pop into FX the first time, read the latest rant and it's something they've thought etc, they may come back for more ranting. But the other 2, 3, or 4 thousand people that see the same rant that same day might think it's just garbage. You know? There's nothing I can do about that, and I really wouldn't change it if I could. I've always said that the greatest thing in the world is that we're all different.
Don't get me wrong, sometimes I wish I was a better writer, wishing isn't getting me anywhere, if I wanted it bad enough I would try harder, or rant when I was sober. Honestly, as the years have gone by FX means more to me every year. I go back every 4 or 5 months and read the rants I'd forgotten about, stuff I thought was trash when I posted them, and sat there and laughed out loud at them. It's like they took me back to that time, even if I was blacked out drunk when I wrote them... FX was for me, and most times I forget that. Also, like I said, I like everything just as it is now, and has been.... My way.
Anyways, I'm rambling.... Thanks for the email, I've had about 20 or so just like this.. I don't know what's worse, explaining myself, or emailing someone a thank you for giving FX $5... I'll get you linked on FX ASAP. And if you could, please link to hornyforevil.net too. Later.
Forever Pissed,
KillTill
http://ForcedeXistence.com/
http://HornyForEvil.net/

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BEGGING FOR YOUR CHANGE
Posted by KiLLTiLL - 01-14-06 - 9:38 PM PST

Just a quick update so I can get back to drinking myself to death....
Horny For Evil #12 is online and ready to be downloaded. Head over to Hornyforevil.net and have yourself a listen. One hour of radio drunkness that only FX could offer.
HFE Radio is in need of unsigned death metal, rock, metal, thrash, punk, grindcore, hardcore etc type music. Everyone reading this knows someone in a band, or at least knows someone that knows someone in a band. Get in touch with them and let me plug their music on the Horny For Evil Radio Show. I've asked this on HFE and only had a few emails, which is sad. I expect to hear from all the regulars to FX about this within the next week. If you're new around here I hope that you understand that this is a hell of a way to help your band / your friends band. HFE is a new domain, there's not too much traffic there compared to FX, but last month over 12,000 shows were downloaded at HFE. That's not that bad. Come on guys, get off your ass and help.
I wanted to point out that yes, that little donation box is on FX. Those that have been coming back for years know that this shit happens, as in FX starts getting so much traffic that it starts costing me money to keep the site online FX comes down. Yes, a few of you do buy a bit of porn that I link to, and that helps, but it's not enough anymore. I added the donations button as a last resort before FX goes completely to a pay per view site. No kidding. I've already set it all up to go pay per view, but not wanting to force it on everyone I thought I'd give the dontaions a chance first. I know that paying for this or any website isn't something anyone wants to do, and I'm not trying to just make money with FX, if I wanted to sell out I could have a million porn ads, pop ups, and banner ads all over the place. That's not what I want to do either. The truth is I'm poor, living check to check, and spending the amount of money I have had to the last couple of months at FX needs to stop. Donate please... Even if it's just $1 per user it would help so much.
Lastly, there's a new FX friend.... Check out FECES OF DEATH for the most shocking and brutal snuff films available online.
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FiNALLY ANOTHER POiNTLESS FX RANT - TiLLMAN 911
Posted by KiLLTiLL - 01-10-06 - 9:42 PM PST

I almost hate to admit this here, but I watched a Fox TV show called "Nanny 911", and in this show parents of out of control children call up Fox producers and invite a whole huge TV crew and a big fat ass nanny with a fake accent to their house to teach them to control their children. Did you read that? That's a fucking TV show today.
Honestly, and I'm not joking, I used to tell my friends I wanted to be like a child problem "fixer" for lack of a better word. My plan was to be hired by the parents of out of control kids, show up in the house in the middle of the night covered in fake blood and wake the kids up by telling them I just killed their parents. At that point I would have chloroformed the kids, tied them up and took them into the woods for a scared straight program that would have, well, scared the fucking hell out of them. After 5 hours in the middle of nowhere thinking your parents have just been butchered, and you're about to be next would do it.
And before you child freaks think I mean something really fucked, I mean just talk to them about how they treated their parents, how they didn't respect, appreciate, love, mind, or obey. I say talk, but I really mean dance around drinking blood from a knife. All pretend of course, but the kids would never know until it was over. Could you imagine the hugs Mom and Dad would get after my little night 'O' terror? So to all you parents out there with out of control little ungreatful kids, Tillman 911 is for hire. It won't be on TV, you won't get paid, and there's no free car involved, but I promise you, you're kids will be greatful each and every day they wake up and you're still alive. With the understanding that what they have is awesome, the bad behavior will be a thing of the past. Nothing but respect, hugs, and possibly breakfast in bed on Sundays until you die of old age.
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HORNY FOR EVIL CONTEST WINNER
Posted by KiLLTiLL - 01-06-06 - 3:27 PM PST

The Horny For Evil Radio Show contest is now complete. Thanks to everyone that took part in the contest. And a huge congratulations to Janne.koskivuori@mainonnantekijat.com.... The winner of the HFE contest with a guess of 1999. They have been notified, and they have 30 days to get in touch with me or the second guess wins. The contest was pretty fucking close... The second guess was only off by just over 200. I hope to do more stuff like this for HFE in the future, so keep don't just sit there, tune into the sickness.
The paintings RS Connett donated for the contest are un-fucking-real. A big huge ass thank you to Robert Connett from Vomitus Maximus for sponsoring the contest. Here are the two paintings that was up for grabs....
I picked this one....

"THE BLACK CLOWN"

And Robert chose this one...

"THE DORKOHEDRON"

Side by side they complement each other nicley. I have to tell you too that seeing them online and holding them in your hand and seeing them up close is like night and day.... The detail is amazing. If any of you have $40 burning a hole in your pocket and would like to own something that you'll be glad you own forever go check out his auctions on Ebay and tell him KillTill sent you!
By the way, there was 1872 tab/caps in the box.
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