HORNY FOR EViL
NEWS LETTER
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FX SERVER ISSUES TRACED TO KONG?
Posted by
KiLLTiLL
- 05-11-06 - 11:09 PM PST
Just a quick note to let you guys know what's going on.... If you've been coming by the here the last week or so you may have noticed that there was some errors here and there. Well, the problem was a popular site in Hong Kong linked FX and all hell broke loose. So much so that my server had to limit requests here at FX to 100 every 5 seconds to keep from crashing FX and all the other sorry bastards that have to live on my server. To take care of the traffic surge I had to move the entire fucking gore section to it's own subdomain: Gore.ForcedExistence.com
While fucking around over there I went ahead and moved all the gore sections with thumbs into their own little section instead of the one huge ass massive thumbnail page. Yes, I know I should have done that (at least this) years ago, but being the lazy drunk bastard that I am, I let it ride until, well, Hong Kong blew up my shit. Good times.
As for me, I really have nothing to say to you sick fuckers.... I'm having my own bit of sick fun here and there right now, and as soon as the fun runs out (fun or buzz?) I'll be sure and let you guys know about my new adventures. Until then, piss the fuck off. (What? Did you want a hug?)
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JUST KiLLiNG TiME - TiME iS KiLLiNG ME
Posted by
KiLLTiLL
- 04-05-06 - 8:17 PM PST
It's hit me that I have really stopped being human. I say that, and I suppose there's still a tiny bit of life left in me or I might not see what's going on with me.... But the truth is I just don't feel anything anymore unless I'm drinking. I'm not sure when this all changed, but it's real. I do nothing. I wake up hung over and the days of wishing and lying to myself to not drink again are gone. My every thought is on how or when I can drink again. The smallest task is so huge to me now..... Taking out the trash, cooking, leaving the house, updating FX, etc etc...
What's worse is even things I loved to do before have taken on a almost overwhelming burden feeling. If it can't be done while I'm drunk, it doesn't get done these days. I haven't picked up a guitar in almost 2 years, and I have no desire to.... Things like this are forcing me to know that I've stopped living and have just begun being here. And I always thought it couldn't get more fucked up. Damn. I break down everything in drinking, paycheck, time off, time after work, sleep time. I guess I knew all this could happen because of all the treatment bullshit my friends and I went through, but you know how it goes.... "That will never happen to me". I'm sitting here drinking even though I didn't really want to and it's heaven and hell all at the same time.
As bad as it seems, I know that life (my life at least) is just stage after stage, change after change. What's beyond repair today will be a gift to me soon enough. My life is funny like that.
I'm still working on the next batch of gore... It's seriously some slim pickens right now. I think my #1 source for gore either dropped dead, found god, or has been arrested. Hopefully by next month I should have at least 60 to 100 new gore pics. If you're reading this and know of some nice gore pics or videos drop me a email and share what you have with the rest of us...?
I also wanted to point out that there's been 2 Horny For Evil Radio Shows the last week. Yeah, wow, I made 2 shows within 7 days! You can check them out here Horny For Evil #16 - and - Horny For Evil #17 - There's a ton of great music, all the bands are linked on the link section at HFE. If you guys like the bands get in touch with them and let them know. They'd love 2 mins of your time.
That's it for now.... I miss really ranting, I hope that I snap out of the bullshit I'm in now and really start letting the bullshit fly again soon. Until then, stay sick!
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FORCED EXiSTENCE DOT WHAT?
Posted by
KiLLTiLL
- 03-17-06 - 8:28 PM PST
How many millions of blogs have started out with, "Sorry there hasn't been many updates lately"? I would imagine quite a few. Well guess what, sorry there hasn't been many updates lately. The truth is I've been spending a lot of time getting to know a few of the FXers better in YIM chats, catching up with long lost friends, meeting new contacts, working a lot on Horny For Evil Radio, networking at FXs myspace, and.... Ummm, what else was there? Oh yeah, drinking like a wino that hit the Lotto jackpot. The difference in me slacking off updating I'm sure dosn't really matter in the grand scheme of things, so I'm going to save my sorry for another time.
Shit, it's been a weird wild few months, and I'm glad I did take some time to fuck off... I needed a break. This is the part right here where I'm supposed to promise you how much fucking sicker FX is going to get the next few weeks. Let's just say. I'll do what I can to get back to updated more regulary.
I'm still putting the next gore pics together... You'd think with the amount of mayhem going on in the world added with picture cell phones that gore would just be flowing in. Nothing is easy. I do have a few what I call twisted pics to share. Just some stuff that I came across that didn't make it into a FX update, or something that grabs my attention.
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KILLTILL SLIPS ON HIS CHAT SLIPPERS
Posted by
KiLLTiLL
- 03-10-06 - 11:08 PM PST
I've done something I have'nt done for years the last few nights...... Went to a chat room! I went to chat on yahoo in the metal music room looking for bands for The Horny For Evil Radio Show. Holy hell, how times have changed. I found out after a few minutes that half the people in the room are fucking robots! Yes, robots. Seems that YIM chat is plagued with a huge ass army of bots. They just don't "talk" in the room either, they private messge you. I'm serious.... I'm not making this up. They appear to talk to you like anyone would but if you ask them something crazy they start fucking up. After a few weird questions they start talking giberish as in "ajh dgkjk kjsd ksjuw4". Really quite fun to make them blow up. But it didn't take away the sadness of the whole chat experience. 
Beyond the fucking bots, I did what everyone else was doing, spamming the chat room for what I was looking for.. "Anyone in a unsigned band or know anyone that is? I'm looking for music for my online radio show" I did meet a few people that are sick as fuck and cool as hell at the same time, but more often then not i met people that were upset that I was the web master of FX. Which I have to admit, was a little sad to me as I was always in just the chat room "Metal Music". You'd think that people in metal music wouldn't really have a problem with FX, but a lot did.
I'm not going to get into the comments about me and FX, but there was a lot of fuck yous flying around.
The worst part of this all is that I spent time whoring my ass. It sucks because I want to offer some really kick ass music on HFE, but I'm seeing the light after 3 days of comlete bullshit there is better ways. Live and learn.
Anyways, to the people that came through here and hated FX and "all I stand for" (I know you'll be back, they always come back) fuck off. For all the people I met that thought I wasn't really the web master for FX fuck off. For the few cool people I met that was cool, thanks for being opened minded and shit. I guess chat isn't what it was when I used to chat 7 or 8 years ago. There was no bots that promised sex and all that bullshit. There was that one girl, and she might as well have been a sex bot, hehe, you know? Sex is sex, chat is chat. Could you be my? Would you be my?
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